My Ambition

Today i want to talk about my ambition. When my age 6 years old, my ambition is doctor. Why i want to be a doctor? because i saw stethoscope that doctor use is cool! Only that. Then when i grown up, i had changed my ambition to become a Scientist. The reason I want to become a Scientist is because when I at primary school, i have a best friend name Adam. I and Adam are clever boy and we always fighting for who will get top ranking in my class. Although we look like enemy when exam, but when it is not about exam, we are like a twin; always been together and we sat in class together. But no matter he cannot fight me in the class because i am clever then him haha. Okay, the reason i want to become a Scientist is because Adam told me he want to become a Scientist, and because i felt challenged by him so i changed my ambition to become a Scientist. So along my studies at primary school my ambition is a Scientist. 

  Then time flies so fast, I get my UPSR result with flying colors. With my good result, i can register as a student at Simpang Lima Islamic Secondary School. This school have an Islamic atmosphere and i like it. I see my teachers teach us so sincere and i realize this because i've reached puberty and i can think about something carefully. Because i see the job as a teacher was good work, so i decide to change my previous ambition, that not relevant with me now because Adam not studies at same place with me. I changed from Scientist to Lecturer. Why not teacher? haha its because i see Lecturer salary is greater than Teacher. Ahah i am not materialistic but with economy in Malaysia is getting worse so i must choose a high salary job. 

Time goes so fast and i get my PMR result with flying colors, but its not really flying colors because i get 8A and 1B. Actually i do not want to change another school because i and friends have pledged together until the end of of the school. But as Malays says "janji melayu", about 60% my friends changed to another school. I feel sad because they are my closed friend. So i fill the form to change school. Then i get offer to Teluk Intan Science Secondary School. Actually there have some reason why i want to change science shool, first i hate biology and Arabic language is difficult. Second i want to feel science school atmosphere. 

  So i entered new school at 16 years old(form 4) and make new friends. Before i entered this school, the school's form ask me to choose between Science or Engineering, I reject Science because they have Biology subject. I hate Biology very much because this subject force me to memorize much things and this is suck. So i take Engineering class and i have fallen in love in Engineering Drawing subject because i love drawing and i also good in art. This subject had opened my eyes that put Lecturer as my ambition is not relevant at that time anymore because i love Engineering Drawing. I know the suitable job for this subject is Architecture. I changed my ambition again and again and i hope this is the last ambition that i made. 

   Time pass like a wink, and i get 5A and 5B in my SPM and that was not a good result but i must be grateful. So i ended my school days and use my time after SPM to working at Bangi as waiters at Cendol stall. I working and tried to collect money as many as I can but it not happened. I like to use my money for enjoy and only collect RM1800 for 5 month working whereas my monthly salary is RM 1200. I don't know where is my RM 4200 gone. But that is okay because i get a new experience and gain new knowledge. 

  So i checked my UPU what University i can get with my SPM qualification. I get UiTM(University Technology MARA) at Dengkil. I get course Foundation of Engineering as a first choose when i fulfill the UPU form before. So now i confused what ambition i want to made now? Engineering? but at the same time I like Architecture and I also like Fine Arts. I have in dilemma which to choose. So now i don't want to think about it for a while, because i realize that when you loved what you did, just do it. So i had thinking carefully about it and I decide to become a freelance and master in Engineer, Architecture, and Fine Arts. Maybe I can do Fine Arts as a hobby and earn money with this hobby. And I also want to travel around the world with super bike and search my future wife at west and go to do Hajj. So that are my ambitions that have history behind them. 

So ape macam aku speaking harini? berterabur tak english aku haha. Sorry la grammar pun kelaut. spelling OK kot sebab ada detect kalau salah eja. BTW aku harap korang faham lah ye ape aku cakap haha. OK bye good night all people.

*So world? Donald Trump is American new president and I hope we can prepare something for it.